I like to watch gay boys naked
Hello, my name is Jürgen and I am 52 years old. Since a few years I manage more and more to stand by myself and my being gay. I am proud of that... Because: exactly that was an act. I struggled with myself for a long time and my outing was a real battle with myself and my demons. Since I dared to stand naked to the gay boys, but I have a completely different relationship with myself and my sex life.
I have found that I get extremely horny watching gay boys having sex naked. By "boys" I mean men who are my age. I have found that I am most on the same wavelength with them.
In addition, it is important to me that they know I am watching them. I would find it strange to hide when watching the men. In addition, many men I know find it horny anyway when they are looked at "at work".
I get my money's worth best at outdoor gay cruising locations. For the most part, I don't have sex here. I watch the hustle and bustle, jerk off, cum and then go home satisfied. This watching gives me more than any gay porn could.
That's why I'm so happy that I don't have any problems trying out new things. Like the first evening I met my new passion.
Travelling as a "Peeping Tom" - Secretly Watching Gay Boys
I was in the mood for sex. That much was clear. So I looked around on a Friday evening for a possible partner on the Internet. Here I came across a request that did not let me go. Here two men were looking for a man who should watch them having sex in the forest. He should not participate and also not give himself too much to recognize. Just be there.
I continued to scroll. Is there anything more boring? I still thought. Then came the classic standard ads... "Search slaves", "Search sub", ... Whatever. But the ad did not let me go. So I looked for it again. I wrote to the two.
In the chat they explained to me again exactly what they expected from a Peeping Tom. I was so curious that I agreed.
An hour later we should meet in a secluded forest... Or even not directly "meet", because I should remain in the background. I sat down on a tree stump and suddenly saw two gay boys step naked into the clearing. Where were their clothes? I had no idea. But I watched.
The two started kissing and since the distance we were from each other was quite manageable, I saw that both had a decent boner. At some point, one knelt in front of the other and took the cock in his mouth. Wow! Sure, that was to be expected. But I was surprised by how much the scene turned me on. It was quiet as a mouse and I heard how one man blew full of vigor and the other moaned softly. Now my hand made itself independent and wandered into my pants. I also already had a neat tube. I pushed my penis up and down and could not solve my gaze from the two.
Meanwhile, the blower made a little more at the buttocks of the other to create. The fumbling did not miss its effect. There were proper moans and I was already thinking of an excuse in case we would be caught.
However, the one man turned around so that the blower could reach his butt even better. I saw fingers disappear in the butt again and again and heard moaning and also a little cheering. Then one said something like "I want to fuck you. Let's show him."
Okay, they seemed to be sure that I was there. In the doggy position, one fucked the other to climax. The moaning became louder and louder and also my heavy breathing became a moan. At the latest now I was sure that the two HAD to notice that I was at the start. But they didn't care... Or it probably made them even hornier.
In the meantime, a change of position was announced. One man lay down on the floor and spread his legs wide apart. That's exactly what I wanted to see. The other now began to lick him violently. I jerked off faster and faster. In a moment I would come. That was for sure. Absolutely.
The two but also. After the licking was once again properly fucked. I put myself down to be able to see better. As a Peeping Tom, I wanted to do my job. I moaned louder and louder and also the two now had absolutely no inhibitions.
At some point, the man on top pulled out his cock and jerked his juice onto the one below, while the latter tampered with his own tube, and also came - in my opinion - very squirtily.
That was it! I had no more reason to hold on to me. Therefore, I clasped my cock tightly and jerked off exactly as I liked it best. A few seconds later I came.
Somehow I had the feeling that I had just had a threesome with the Gay Boys naked. Even though I know that this is not true.
Since this experience, I can understand a little better what so many find in this kind of peeping. But as I said, I would never watch gays who don't want me to be there. This is where I'm old fashioned. I feel it is rude to just jump in anywhere.
In the meantime I have built up a small network of gay couples who are extremely into me just watching. Some of them come from the BDSM area, others are into flower sex. My preferences here are broad. Above all, the feeling of somehow doing something "forbidden" drives me. The Internet has become a real blessing in this regard. Here you can find guys with the most diverse preferences and even couples who do not want to have sex with a third party, but are looking for a different kind of kick.
From time to time I also go to gay clubs to take an observer role here. In short: I have found a new erotic hobby, with which perhaps not all, but many can do something. Should I ever be in a relationship myself, it may be that I will also look for tensioners. But maybe not. With my 25 years I am still in the process of finding myself. And I will allow myself the time that I need.