From the life of a "gay grandpa
I work as a caregiver in a pen and get to know all kinds of people. I think everyone should have a safe environment in the last years, months or weeks, where it is possible to live out and stand by oneself. For me, the most beautiful thing is when patients tell me their life story again full of joy and I can hold their hand as they remember all the "good times."
Goodbyes always hurt especially in this context (and in my profession in general). Recently, I had to say goodbye to my "fashion czar". I jokingly called him that while he introduced himself to the caregivers as "Gay Grandpa." We immediately hit it off, as I am also gay, so we were on the same wavelength. He told me many stories of his numerous adventures, men and travels.
He came to Germany to get to know his roots, because his mother was impregnated by a German soldier, whom she regarded only with hatred. Therefore, at the age of 50, he made his way to Germany alone and met the love of his life here, which is why he stayed. One story in particular fascinated me, because when he was a student he met an older gentleman in his early 60s during a practical block in "photography and art" (he studied fashion and art in Paris). He became his muse.
This story fascinated me so much that I have to share it with you. Among other things, because things got hot here from time to time. Because of the anonymity that I want to keep for him in any case, I have changed the plot and the names a little. But the story is filled with free love and an interesting period of life.
L'amour toujours: My grandpa and his love life
During his studies, Gay Grandpa Wilhelm met a photographer who had a big name at the time and was booked a lot. He never told me his real name, but he always called him "Monsieur homme gris" (Mr. Gray Man). At the time, he had applied for a practical block in his studio and was allowed to gain his practical experience there.
When he first entered the studio, Monsieur must have fainted briefly at the sight of him. Confused, his co-workers rushed to his aid and a little smelling salt helped bring him back. Eccentric and unique as he was, he ran to Wilhelm and must have gone completely crazy: "This sight, this body, this beauty! You're going to be my new muse!" All eyes were on him and when it was time to say "Champagne for everyone," the staff applauded and cheered.
Wilhelm proudly told me about the many compliments he had received because of his beauty. The Monsieur compared his beauty to famous works of art, such as the statue of Poseidon from Cape Artemision or the Laocoon group. The intellect of the older gentleman fascinated Wilhelm and for several years he was not only the photographer's muse, but also his boy toy.
Young blood and extraordinary beauty have always brought out the best ideas from the Monsieur. Thus began for Wilhelm a spectacular and unique adventure that lasted a few years before he became too old for the Gay Grandpa "Master".
They did a lot together, even outside the studio. They went out to eat, visited various theaters and art openings. Wilhelm eagerly absorbed these experiences, which the Monsieur appreciated very much, since they had the most wonderful conversations as a result.
The first time Wilhelm had sexual experience with him was a week after the start of the practice block, when they held a private photo shoot in which the current muse was skillfully staged. Afterwards it hab a good wine and cheese. The conversation went on for several hours and it was probably not long before the Monsieur expressed his sexual interest.
For the first time Wilhelm could live out his homosexuality freely.
He felt strong and secure at Monsieur's side and he was also the reason why Wilhelm subsequently lived out his homosexuality openly and also married a German man.
The shoot ended in a nude shoot and afterwards they probably had "enormously hot and wild sex", as Wilhelm explained to me grinning and nostalgic. At the same time, his eyes shone intensely. It probably all started after dessert and the Monsieur touched Wilhelm's body and was ecstatic that he felt as good as he looked.
Wilhelm enjoyed the attention to the fullest and he told me that he never wanted to touch a woman again after that. The first advances were followed by passionate French kisses, which Monsieur extended to the neck, chest and penis. Monsieur procured him a "spanking that pulsated so that it almost burst." The Monsieur probably also noticed this and gave him a handjob that he "came to orgasm after only a few seconds". But the Monsieur was far from finished with the Gay Grandpa Wilhelm.
The beginning was now made and the photographer now began to massage Wilhelm's prostate with his fingers. He described the following as the "most intense and exciting feeling" he ever felt. The Monsieur lingered a long time with the prostate massage and so Wilhelm came again after several minutes and so lustfully that it must have "noticed all of Paris".
After that he had a penis in his mouth for the first time and the Monsieur was pleased that his muse was apparently also very talented with his "love mouth". This was also the first time Wilhelm had sperm in his mouth, which he thought tasted like a lovely wine on a balmy summer evening.
That was only the beginning of an affair lasting several years, where Wilhelm acted as muse and boy toy. Afterwards, he told me about debauched orgies, where even the "Greeks would have been amazed" and the intellectual conversations and culturally rich experiences.
I asked him what had become of the Monsieur and he told me that they still maintained correspondence for a long time and that he also helped him to find other muses. I also wanted to know how he coped with the fact that this had all come to an abrupt end. Thereupon he only meant that it had been clear that everything had been only a question of the time. Because it was obvious from the beginning that he would take only young men as muse.
Until the end, he kept telling me about the Monsieur and at some point he took his last breath. The other caregivers will remember him as a funny, open and intelligent "gay grandpa", but I was allowed to take a deeper look into his inspiring life and his stories made me enjoy my life myself... Come what may.